--- Ramsey <ramsey@nym.alias.net> wrote:
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> From: Ramsey <ramsey@nym.alias.net>
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> Subject: Higher Realms
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> 
> Gail,
> 
> Thank you for sharing about your brother. I hate to
> hear that he 
> suffered so much. I can certainly relate to a mother
> who has lost 
> her child - no matter how old the child might be. I
> once made the 
> analogy between Beth and JonBenet; that they were
> both just 
> starting their lives - JonBenet in the physical
> sense and Beth as 
> she had just started her career and fallen in love.
> We must hold 
> on to the hope that there is a spiritual realm where
> all our 
> loved ones, including your wonderful brother, wait
> for us and 
> watch over us when we are in peril. I am sure you
> have heard 
> about my experience with Beth during my illness.
> Your brother has 
> been made whole now.
> 
> I must wait before I can share my setback with you.
> It is not 
> quite complete yet. Maybe I am advancing too quicky
> as to its 
> demise. I also cannot divulge the person's name of
> whom I have 
> relayed my appeal to. It is not that I do not trust
> you - I have 
> given this person my word and also fear it would
> compromise what 
> is possibly occuring as we speak; though I have my
> doubts that 
> anything is transpiring past doubt and rejection.
> 
> Having said that, I have no desire to talk to Mr.
> Tracey here if 
> he only has to offer that same doubt and rejection.
> I refuse to 
> yield myself to being quized as to the validity of
> my identity. I 
> have explained my position over and over to those I
> speak to; 
> which is a rare amount of people.
> 
> Yes, I would love to meet anyone who would take my
> words about 
> this mysterious man, seriously. No one has ever had
> a lot to say 
> about my descriptions about him. Though I pour my
> heart out - I 
> continue to make an impression on no one. This is
> very 
> frustrating to me. I cannot believe that some of my
> words about 
> him just slide past some who read them.
> 
> Do you think I have met this man in person? The
> answer to that is 
> no. It is strange that you think he has dark hair. I
> thought the 
> same thing. I have always imagined him to be a
> handsome and 
> continental man - a silver-tongued devil. He
> certainly has a way 
> with words, which leads me to believe he has a way
> with seducing 
> any person with his eloquent words in person. I
> cannot help but 
> think I have made a mistake about him. If that is
> the case, and I 
> succeed in what I have instigated this day; he will
> surely pay 
> for a crime he might not have committed. However, if
> he is my 
> daughter's killer, I will have succeeded. Actually,
> my appeal has 
> little to do with my confirmation that this man is a
> killer. It 
> has everything to do with JonBenet's killer,
> however.
> 
> Of course, I still have some friends in Boulder.
> Atlanta is where 
> most of my friends reside. My parents, of course,
> still live in 
> Roswell. My precious child and Beth are in Marietta
> as well. I 
> will always have a bond with Atlanta. The friend I
> felt I have 
> lost is also the person I speak of who could have
> helped me. All 
> that seems to have fallen apart. Maybe I need to
> move on to 
> another person who will accept me without doubt and
> understand my 
> horrible position in this matter.
> 
> Patricia Ramsey
>